I had an interesting thing happen this morning. I’d awakened close to 4am. Then, I couldn’t seem to fall back to sleep. I kept tossing and turning and every half an hour or so I found myself rolling over to peer at the clock to see if it was time to get up yet. Normally, in the not so distant past, I would have gotten up and gone to play on the computer, either writing something or to surf the internet. But, lately I haven’t been feeling all that great and I figured that if I wasn’t getting my full quota of sleep at least I could be resting and that might just be the next best thing.
So, there I lay, sort of drifting but not going completely back to sleep in this sort of semi-wakeful state. Shortly before 6 am when I did finally get out of bed my interesting thing happened. I believe that I was remote viewing. I found myself looking over the edge of a tabletop. I can’t remember what was on the tabletop, nor did I recognize any of the other people there. I believe there was more than one other person. But, it was the strangest, clearest vision I’ve had in awhile. It wasn’t a dream. I was awake, but I believe my eyes were closed and I was seeing with my psychic/vision eyes. My eyes were level with the top of the table and I was peering over the edge toward the people on the other side. If I were a kid I would have been just that high and that’s what I sort of thought about it afterward. Now, what’s interesting is that the table wasn’t my table and the people were not my people. My eyes were not my eyes. I was sort of seeing something through somebody else’s eyes. At least, that’s what it felt like to me. As it was happening I was aware that it was very odd. I squeezed my eyes shut three times and each time I opened them again I saw the table and I was still peering over it. Were my physical eyes open and I was actually squeezing them shut or were my vision eyes open and I squeezed them shut? Anyway, it was all very odd and very interesting.
I haven’t come to any conclusions about it so far. I don’t know that I really want to. It happened. Why it happened I don’t know. I do know that it was important that I not be aggravated or in any way upset about not having been able to go back to sleep earlier. I feel that if I had expended energy on a snit that I couldn’t get back to sleep I wouldn’t have had the energy to engage in this little bit of remote viewing. I also find it interesting that it just happened. I hadn’t set out to have a remote viewing experience. In other words, I wasn’t in control. Which means a lot to me. Not being in control is not a desirable condition. And, yet, it happened. And, I was okay with it. So, that was interesting too.
I’d like it to happen again. I don’t necessarily want to see what somebody who was murdered saw right before they died. It would be interesting to see through the eyes of a child again. Some guide just laid their finger on their nose…a good sign that I’m pursuing something of interest.